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What the fuck? It is the total lack of respect for boundaries that drives me away from communicating with these beings mostly.

There are many things I know that are happening that I know are someone, “enchanting,” me, when in fact I experience this as an asult on my divinity or attempts to use or manipulate me since direct forthcoming sincere  communications seems to be the one thing they avoid the most. 

I know not those that come in strife or with ulterior motives; we can sense this immediately, although we consider and wait on Great Spirit for direction, it is by no means consent or agreement.

The blatant disregard or respect is what drives me further and further into wanting pure isolation more frequently than ever, which is why I go on my drives and hikes alone and observe the spirit of all that is, was, and could be. 

As I witnessed again logos to logoi when it has come to me as logia although we can and do understand the language and uses it is the specific manipulation constant that concerns. I will always be grateful the most for Eric Dillan, my great giant silly angel in skin, especially for introducing me to Quaker meeting friends. Perhaps today I will go to a meeting if they are there.

We mean this in cosmic things actually improving for more than gain in greedy pockets like Bezos, microsoft, lockheed, martin etc.

I know the sudden jump in private space flight must do with some of the calculations I did on a moonlight walk…

There much more comes through bu will not and cannot share as observance of what has been since is appalling in our estimation.

Sadly, when I reach out to truly share what is on our heart and mind either they cannot follow or claim not to understand when we know they do, simply from the concepts they bring up and movies they talkm about. 

Like spitting in somebody’s face. Perhaps metaphorically I have unless they were in my way cloaked, as we do know the difference between angels, restless spirits, “majic,” or using technology in various ways. 

Thank god for the women in my life whom I learn from beyond. 

I thank you that we have nothing to fear and nothing to, have to do in the Battle. We do because we must as it is what we were created for yet we are by no means obligated. I have been set free and reminded of that more than once. 

I am not surprised by it but I am baffled that they take their beliefs and try tyo press that shit on me nooo it will not work not you succa or anything else using the law of one wrongly is worse then using Christianity and being beating people with the bible, in judgment, or to manipulate people for their gain. This is what is defined in the heavens, as taking God’s name in vain. Profess God before man then turn around and act like the devil. This is why we do not go around proclaiming anything yet having our personal relationship with God,it is a more personal relationship than marriage. I am one with God not with all, especially y since these beasts think they can manipulate. I thank you God that in these days you are yet always with us guiding us and carrying us through the things we do not understand. We trust ultimately in you, and apply the wisdom you give us, to the best of our ability, as all things do come from you. There is no Condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus. I thank you that ` Help me to be more trusting with new people in my life. I have been wronged and choose to be better not bitter as Joyce meyer puts it.

You promise to give us beauty for ashes and we know you have spoke that it is time for our beauty not ashes.   

Thank God for revelation on thoughts. All these previous spiritual teachers have been wrongly taught. all thought are things but, not all thoughts are productive, and are simply us working puzzles and observing possibilities. Thank you that most are simply from the either that float by and actually have nothing to do with us and we just let them pass.  

September 9, 2019

The Navel

(I’m Fwd this over: I was taught this in Aesthetician School.)

Did you know why to put different oils in and on the belly button?

Our Navel (Nabhi), is an amazing gift that our Creator has given us. According to science, the first part created after conception is the navel. After it is created, it joins the mother’s placenta through the umbilical cord.

Our Navel is surely an amazing thing! All our veins are connected to our navel, which makes it the focal point of our body. The belly button is life itself!

The “Pechoti” is behind the navel, which has more than 72,000 veins. The total amount of blood vessels we have in our body is equal to double the circumference of the earth.

We knew that to lower the temperature to the babies, we put a cotton swab with alcohol in the navel, now we know that with oil, it’s better.

Applying oil in the navel heals the dryness of the eyes, poor view, the pancreas, the heels, and chapped lips, keeps the face bright, the hair healthier, for knee pain, the chills, lethargy, pain in the joints and dry skin.

. Apply Neem Oil in your belly button – to get rid of stubborn pimples and acne

. Apply Almond Oil in your belly button- to help achieve a glowing face

. Apply Mustard Oil in your belly button – to get rid of dry, chapped lips. Will also keep your intestines moving to remove harmful bacteria but keep the good. Actually works as a mild detox.

. Apply olive oil or coconut oil – to improve your fertility

Keep alcohol dipped cotton on your belly button – to cure a cold, flu and a running nose. When a baby has stomach pain, we put a few drops directly in the navel and we give the massage around the naval a few minutes, the pain is cured. Oil works the same way.

Keep brandy-soaked cotton ball on your belly button – to ease menstrual pain and cramps

Sesame Oil is used for all types of joint pains. It is also known to strengthen bones. Many parents use in their children every night at bedtime.

Use an equal amount of Mustard Oil And Ginger Oil For Upset Stomach, Bloating, Nausea and digestive problems.

Using Warm Ghee improves blood flow to the nervous system and also enhances the immunity system. It cures constipation and builds a strong digestive system. It gives relief from joint pain.

Thyme oil is anti-spasmodic, it helps relax your arteries and veins, lowering blood pressure and stress to your heart. It may also help strengthen and tone your heart muscles.

As a diuretic, Thyme oil may help your body to remove excess water, salt and toxins from your body, helping with weight, blood pressure, digestion, and more.

Thyme oil is an expectorant, which means it can help remove mucus from your airways and lungs. Thyme oil is approved by Germany’s Commission E in the treatment of bronchitis, whooping cough, and upper respiratory inflammation.

Remember Thyme oil is a powerful compound and should not be used directly on your skin, as this can cause sensitization and irritation. It must first be diluted with a carrier oil (like olive oil, coconut oil, or almond oil)

Thymus Vulgaris) Essential Oil 100% Pure Therapeutic Grade is what you look for.

* FOR KNEE PAIN *

At night before bed, put 3 drops of Castor oil in your navel and spread it 1 and a half inches around your navel.

* FOR TREMORS AND LETHARGY, PAIN RELIEF IN YOUR JOINTS AND DRY SKIN

At night before bed, put 3 drops of mustard oil in your navel and spread it 1 and a half inches around your navel.

WHY PUT OIL IN AND AROUND YOUR BELLY BUTTON?

Your Navel can detect which veins have dried up and by putting oil, those nerves open them…

You can keep a small drip jar with the oil required next to your bed and place a few drops in your navel before going to sleep. This will make it convenient to pour and avoid accidental spills.

The Immediate Unexpected Benefits of Yoga?

Let’s pick up where we let off yesterday shall we?

Approximately 2 weeks into this experiment.

What had began as a silly idea to self, was quickly evolving into my unyoga method. For lack of a better word to explain my practice. 

I realized, I was calmer, more focused, and had a little more energy.  In general I was operating more effectively and efficiently. I was ecstatic this was way more than I had hoped for, after all in the bagining I was just looking to relieve some streesed out muscles more effectivly and theraputically

The benefits I had experienced encouraged me to continue to seek ways to incorporate more and different types of yoga poses into my life and routine. I set out to expand my knowledge of yoga, and the different practices. I also became more open minded to learn more on the meditation aspect of it.  

I reasoned that if just the exercise was this beneficial what kind of results would I get if I did practice yoga as recommended 3 times a week for 30 minutes, but I still didn’t have that kind of time to devote to myself.

Koo Koo for Karma

I started researching yoga, this was back before Google was such a powerhouse, so online research was almost unheard of, it was also painstaking and time consuming, so my research mostly was done in a library,. 

When I learned that yoga is one of the six major schools of thought in Hinduism, the oldest religion in the world, its as if a ligt bulb went off in my head. By the time I got through  the beliefs on karma. I was hooked. 

Hindus believe in karma, the law of cause and effect by which each individual creates his own destiny by his thoughts, words and deeds. This may be the cause behind such surprising results. some things I had been experiencing.

Through the Christian teaching that you will reap what you sow, I was familiar with the concept that what you put out into the Universe you get back. Although I had experience of this in an abstract sense, what I experienced through yoga was much more tangible.

What I experienced was results from a belief system that I knew very little about.  Here are a changes I witnessed  after a month.  Approximately 4 weeks into my new practice.

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Tired mommie, help is on the way.

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I was always taught like attracts like but in my experience that is not true, so why am i so surprised, you get what you say. Watch your mouth, and this is my biggest downfall, keep your cards close to your chest today.  Silence I kill you. Listen Linda.  That is all for today.  positive and negative protons, magnets, couples, to every ying is a yang. Why so different with what I say? Duality not unity you are here bring back unity. Bright sunny summer afternoon after lunch it’s time for a nap with daddy.  Birds chirping such shining through the window.  Slight breeze came through the window.  Where I learned to attract negative saying not what you feel but the opposite.  From my daddy. Hadn’t moved to ABQ yet. Never seen the big city. Just beautiful rabbits peak, blue skies, snow, family and friends.  So happy I discovered how to go right back there.  Daddy told me I was not his favorite that he loved his chubby little Nora more, and in my mind it’s been that way ever since.  Her success and my failure in my mind is the way I believed it was supposed to be. Lies your little mind just didn’t have enough information to put that puzzle together, now you do. Cheers. Listen Linda! So I can speak to you one to one 

Umerican?

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I do get passionate about my country and its preservation, and my fingers often can’t keep up with my mind. You on the other hand are coldly participating in the destruction of America. 

I would rather come off as a little bit of a ding bat, than  a idiot brain washed Trump truth hater. ……..zzz getting bored with you.  One last truth, the electoral college is illegal, Trump’s presidency is illegitimate.

 In a Democracy every vote of every citizen counts, OTHERWISE, it is not a democracy. Maybe if the voice of the people, very different mob rule, meaning the masses, not Mob rule as in the Mob bosses Trump is in bed with. If The Democracy in America was run with integrity, the country would be in better shape.  Each presidency has had its hand than the erosion of America. The government is afraid of mob rule, because then the real truth about our government would be brought out into the light.  The fleecing of America continues.

Straight from another lost soul,  from the Christian Cult. You are basically saying, that God condones, rape, murder, thievery. kidnapping, child human trafficking, oppression, and lying. If you had ever picked up the Bible and read it for yourself,  instead of regurgitating something you heard from another cult member, you would know, that behavior is in direct opposition to what God teaches. Your statement is a perfect example of what it truly means to take  God’s name in vain. 

Using God’s name, and slapping in on some half baked human dea, that has nothing to do with God. That is more offensive, than a silly little cuss word, like God Damn. When you damm his people, and his creation mother earth, then you are the one damned, and the creators of hell.

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Anger is God given, it comes from God. It is an emotional indicator that something painful has happened or is happening and something needs to be done. Just like when I cut my finger it hurts; my body is telling me something happened and I need to take care of the cut. If I don’t take care of my cut it will get infected and I could lose my finger because I ignored the pain of the initial warning.

Our Nature-GodGiven

Every species reacts when they feel they are threatened for survival. This is built into our nature, it is a natural response to danger, real or imagined. Initially it is fear then chemical reactions take place in our bodies causing certain chemicals such as adrenaline to be released causing fight or flight responses.  Anger can be created and hidden in both responses, nevertheless, it is basic survival 

Anger

Is a  basic part of our being, just as love is a basic part of our being.

Self preservation, an indicator that something is wrong, makes us feel as though we are in danger, physical or emotional, real or imagined.

Is a God given tool that when used as intended can be quite useful  in this world.

Can be an emotion, action, or response. 

Can have a demonic spirit. testimony….Dr Balanger’s book Pigs in the Parlor.

How we respond as humans, because we have much more complex moral and emotional issues that animals don’t have, is what makes us human and also makes us like God.   

Then God said, “Let us make man in our image , according to Our likeness”… Gen 1:26

How many of us feel like we’ve been living in survival mode for most of your lives? Each day we survive in a hostile world. This constant survival mode keeps anger very close to the surface. Practicing reliance on our creator God himself can in all situations insure a positive outcome.

Anger is a response to one of the following things being threatened.

  • Personal worth
  • Essential needs
  • Basic Convictions

On a separate sheet of paper:

1) Write down how the above three things are affecting your life today.

2) Of the two Natural responses, which is your first reaction

3) Write down what your first reaction would be and what it would look like.

For example: “ I shut down because I feel as though I am powerless to change the situation so why even try. This would fall under the flight response. I am Very vocal sometimes I explode then after I feel shame for the pain my words have caused.

Goals

Our goal is to be able to use anger as the God given tool as it was meant to be, instead of letting anger control us in its various forms. 

Discover the difference between healthy and unhealthy anger. Studies have shown how anger, negativity, and stress cause many physical ailments.

Develop and practice different healthier anger responses. Meaning review how you express your anger now, and come up with a plan on how to better deal with it. 

In any situation we have two choices: stand and deal with issues, and situations which we perceive are causing or creating the anger emotion, or we retreat and withdraw. How we do this will either help or hinder us and our relationships.

We can run from confrontation and aggressive anger, weather that means shutting down, silent treatment, or simply removing myself physically from the situation. This is the flight response. This response did not help because we remain with anger that develops into resentment and the issue that caused the situation does not get addressed with. We can

Stand and deal with the issue, fight response, if this is done aggressively it causes additional anger and resentments because things can be said and done in anger that a person never intends to do.

Examples of healthier responses.

Aggressive/Passive- If someone is attacking you physically fight back and get away.

Assertive/Passive-If someone is attacking you emotionally stand up for yourself, and remove yourself from the situation.

Responding with aggression, by shouting, arguing, and the like; fight response, only brought more aggression, anger and resentment.

Responding with passiveness, avoiding the issue, shutting down or physically removing myself from the situation resulted in more anger and resentment.

Always being in response mode and not  processing anger usually results in harm either to yourself or someone else; and in the midst of our active and untreated addictive behavior we are usually in a reaction/ survival state all the time, we are unable to process emotions in a Godly manner that is the way God intended.  How to deal with or not to deal with anger,  is the question, in simple reaction mode, we experience very negative results, because we are not using our God given powers of reason, and logic, in our thinking, or even further our ability to employ our ability to be  even when we have the best intentions at heart. So how can I respond to anger and not aggravate the matter? The problem here was I was asking myself how to handle situations, actually reacting, not even using the brain God gave me to process anger. This resulted in black and white thinking good v. bad, right v. wrong. Then rather than reacting I began to evaluate how being in reaction mode made situations worse and resulted in bad behavior either way.  than even asking myself rather than going to the source. GOD. He created it all, me, my emotions, my circumstances and situations, when I look to him for guidance  is when. As it explores in the text what we learned from our families about anger were often simply wrong or distorted.  Just like when we put on our make-up if the mirror is foggy, or scratched we cannot put on or fix our face right, it’s the same with anger. Looking at what we already know is like actually putting on our face with No mirror. When I finally began to ask Him how to deal with it all, is when things finally changed.  My grandma used to say “If you want something different you got to do something different,” and for me doing something different was seeking and doing things God’s way instead of my own or what I had been taught. 

Pick the person closest to you and write how anger has played a role in this relationship, and how you would like it to be in the future.

For me that would be my Mom

My Mother and I have both communicated our anger in different forms: aggressive, assertive, and passive, each one had different results and through each one I have learned better and better what works and what doesn’t, each way of dealing with your anger has its rightful place depending on the situation. I have learned usually a combination of these results in a healthier response than before.

Examples of healthier responses.

Aggressive/Passive- If someone is attacking you physically fight back and get away.

Assertive/Passive-If someone is attacking you emotionally stand up for yourself, and remove yourself from the situation.

Chapter 3

What practicing all these different responses taught me is it did all boil down to as it states in chapter 3 We just need to be loved. When I finally let go of seeking love and approval from my mom or any other human being is when my anger issues finally took on a new meaning.  As humans we can never love or be loved by one another perfectly as God loves us.  His love is what will heal.  

Three basic steps to start with everyday anger

If you were set on fire, a firefighter would tell you to stop drop and roll.

Stop- Take 10 deep long breaths and Ask God what is causing the anger, Personal worth, basic convictions, or Unmet needs. This will help you… 

Drop- The emotional response and think what will help make the situation better. That emotional response usually comes from pain and fear and is a reaction to how we already deal with anger. Wait till your first response passes then…

Roll-apply a new response than you normally would, out of God’s love for you.

When you practice dependence on God and his love you are no longer dependent on others for your personal worth, basic convictions, or unmet needs.

Personal Worth

You are God’s precious child. No matter what anyone says thinks or feels towards you you are God’s masterpiece.  Psalm 139:13-16

Basic Convictions

I believe I am right! What are the convictions that you are defending? God is our defender. Psalm 18 1-6 

Unmet Needs

God will provide for all your needs Philippians 4:19

He will provide for all your needs. Unmet needs

Most of us come from dysfunctional homes. As children we had no control in our family of origin. When chaos surrounded us, threatening our physical, and spiritual well being we could only cower over the powers that caused the abuse.

  • Our God is the God over chaos.

 In the beginning the earth was formless and empty, and darkness covered the deep. Gen 1:1 

Formlessness and darkness are described as chaos in many translations. No form implies no structured chaos of the cosmos I like to call it. Lol

Exercise:

Write down the earliest memory you have of what you would describe as chaos.

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Xulu-Zulu, Zion… Ancient Justified Zulu…

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Alexander P. Archuleta redeemed me from the crux, conundrum, brokenness and disaster I had become, Initially brought on by Christianity, although I never lost my faith in Jesus of Nazareth . My brother, brought new revelation, understanding and experience to what ascension mastery and Ancient zulu justification means which I would have never been able to experience in any other way.  Zion is what he brought to life in my soul. Where Jesus couldn’t help Alex did.   I was paralized bearing all of the gifts, love and desire of our calling to realize and express Zion ascension. It all appeared as a vapor, a vision and promise. As it had been presented to me it was touted as just more of the same.”Nothing new under the Sun mentality which I in my spirit knew not to be true, I was  an unobtainable mirage and oasis of salvation and peace never to  be reached. 

As sit here. I weep with ecstatic joy, inexpressible gratitude, and unfathomable inexplicable bliss at the privilege of the beautiful disastrous divine healing love filled with grace and mercy and peace. Peace, I would have never found. without my Beautiful Manic Brother.  He saved me from the true abyss that was becoming me.  

Beautiful 4th of July Sunset, Just before the 2 hour fireworks show.

I was so far removed from it, heaven on  earth,  impossible and improbable to comprehend with my finite brain. appeared to  and even harder to reach appeared to be impossible to reach in the true sense of God’s agape love.